Re: Questioning myself
I understand what you mean 1000% as I do it myself.
the "what ifs" will drive you mad.
I don't know how to be happy anymore
This also rings true to me. I want it, but I lost the ability to just have it. I still get glimpses of it now and then but to just be a happy person in general? I forget how and dont know that I will ever be allowed more than moments.
I will gladly take what I can get, but I want more and thats what I hope for with CBT and Meds, still early in the game for both but those are my initial goals.
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A computer once beat me at chess but it was no match for me when it came to kickboxing.
Ive been through some incredible stuff in my life, some of it was even real.
-SC