So two years ago I had a panic attack and ever since than I don't feel like my self I felt like I was on auto pilot for a year and half now that went away I just don't feel like my old self and it's scaring me, but I saw something on ego death and I'm freaked right out I've never done acid or anything like that I don't even drink and I've never had a traumatic experience is this ego death I'm freaking out