Hi All,
I'm afraid I can't think of anywhere else to turn to tonight - i'm in a very bad way and really in need of some kind words tonight. I'm having extreme anxiety and feeling in a lot of distress - it's been going on for the last 5 days.
I cannot sleep which is exacerbating the issues massively. Last night I got one hour. The doctor called me today and I ended up crying on the phone to him for a good ten minutes. He could tell I was in a bad way so he decided to change me from 10mg Citalopram to 20mg Fluoxetine. He also gave me some promethazine for sleep - although I've tried that before and it hasn't helped much with sleep to be honest.
It started because I've been getting pains in my lower abdomen along with a constant need to pee. The doctor has checked me for infection and i'm all clear. I had similar symptoms 5 years ago which again caused a lot of anxiety but I got through that eventually. But my anxiety has led me to read some horror stories of men who have the same symptoms and who are in pain for many years.
I've really really frightened myself. And i'm trying to tell myself this is all anxiety...just like the last time. But it's so difficult to remain rational when it feels like my brain is screaming and i've had no sleep.
I'm trying to concentrate on getting the anxiety better and hopefully the pain will follow.
But i don't know what to do. Or where to turn. And i'm sorry for ranting to all of you as I know you all have your own problems.
Rob