I have to go see a urologist tomorrow morning after my doctor found some blood in my urine during a test.
I'm so scared for this appointment. I managed to calm myself down about it for most of the week but now that it's tomorrow I'm freaking out.
I've heard a lot of people say that this has happened to them and it turned out to be nothing, which really has made me feel better.
But yesterday I was just checking my news feed and this article popped up with a blurb that said the common symptoms of cervical cancer is a "painful period" and the last 5 months (with the exception. Of this one), were very painful.
I know this is dramatic, but I've basically convinced myself this is my last weekend not knowing I have cancer. I keep trying to relax and keep busy, and it works for about 10 mins and then I get really anxious again.