Well, I noticed a mole that's starting to develop a darker spot in it, so I made an appointment with a dermatologist. Unfortunately, I can't get in with them until mid June. I'm not letting myself worry right now because it's not going to speed up time, and I know that freaking out does way more harm than good. I'm wondering if dealing with a real health issue has actually helped me not panic as much? Now I know that I can handle "bad news", even though it's not something I enjoy. I really do need to learn how to be more patient though, and I need to stop fearing the sun