Do you ever feel like a nervous wreck at the prospect of going to a family get together? I'm the one who actually offered to meet up over 2 weeks ago. So now I'm regretting it because I just feel so nervous! It was absolutely fine at first.
What I'm scared of is disapproval. Its childish I know. I'm scared of being questioned. Asking about my love life, expecting me to talk a lot.... and my work life is the number one worst thing to be asked about. I care for my mother (it's my mums sister I'd be visiting) I don't do any other work and I don't even have friends/social life, making up something, which is going through my mind right now, is just so weak and lame.
I feel like I'm missing something here. How do you cope with a situation such as this? I'm panicking. I just want it over with now, why can't I relax and enjoy myself?