I made a thread last week about experiencing saddle numbness and right leg weakness and numbness. The symptoms still remain and I went to my GP last week who said it might be a herniated disc in the lumbar region and she ordered an MRI scan which I am waiting to get a date for. At first, I was worried about Cauda Equina which is when you get a big hernia in the lumbar region and it leaves you numb, paralysed from the waist down and incontinent. Which I am still worried about at times. But more recently I am putting the pieces together of my symptoms (that I've always blamed on stress), like numbness in fingers/my right foot, weakness in arm, I have had a lot of trouble with my memory since last summer, once my right eye twitched for 3-4 weeks straight and then suddenly stopped etc. All of this is driving me crazy and I am constantly debating whether I should call my GP and ask her to throw in a scan of my brain and neck as well or if I should wait and scan my back first and then talk about scanning my brain and neck as well. I've been through hell this past 2 weeks. I've never cried this much before in my life. I can't eat, I don't go to work, I feel like a living zombie. I just keep imagining myself sitting there and the doctor giving me the devastating diagnosis. Sometimes I wish I'd just go to sleep and not wake up any more. I can't live like this and I certainly can't live with a debilitating diagnosis like MS.
Has anyone ever experienced serious symptoms? How do you cope? My family is of course tired of me so I am lacking moral support which makes me all the more depressed. They think this is all in my head or an anxiety symptom that will pass. But I've never heard of such serious and persistent symptoms be caused by anxiety.