the story continues... (for anyone who's read my other posts!)
i still havent been 2 see the counsellor person who my doctor referred me...damn womans gone on holiday!
so meanwhile i've been slowly losing it, so i decided 2 hav a kind of therapy with a college tutor who is a trained counsellor...she seems 2 think I mite hav OCD. I'm really worried that I'm going 2 act "badly" and say abusive things 2 ppl/kill ppl/kill myself on impulse or because I'm losing my mind. i hav 2 bite my tongue sometimes 2 stop me from shoutin random things 2 ppl, but my mind keeps thinkin them like a compulsion but i don't act on it...maybe its just the anxiety goin in 2 overdrive? I'm also obsessd with death in every shape and form and get repetitive words goin over and over in my mind.
otha favourite (anxiety) symptoms of the day...
forgetfullness
confusion
tingling in my lips, hands, feet
short tempered
PS. I'm gay and heard this mite be related 2 OCD in some way!?