Hi Vern
You are doing ok and you are not losing it. If you had lost it you wouldnt be writing about how you feel and managing to still send funny emails as you wouldnt recognise they were funny.
Babe i know how hard it is and on many occasions i gave up on SSRIs but looking back now i feel i wasted 3 years of getting towards a normal life, if only i had persevered when i was first given them but after 10 days i failed, but looking at me now i do see the difference and can only imagine if i had tried longer where i could be now.
Love Sal xxxxx