I've been on citalopram 20mg for a few years after having my kids. I gradually was trying to reduced it and it seemed to be going well. Then I went on holiday, ran out of meds and so just stayed off. Then I got very anxious, racing thoughts, a feeling of not being in the moment and a feeling of watching a movie with the sound turned down! My obsessive thoughts returned relating to my kids (I had bad baby name remorse of all things!) and also a feeling of not really know who I am. That sounds so weird but I sort of disconnect from myself.
So when I came back I started on 5mg per day. I seem to have stabilised but still get foggy mind moments where I can't concentrate or focus, and moments where I get a welling up of emotion and feel like I need to cry to let it out. The name remorse has subsided thank god as that it beyond horrible.
Are these withdrawal symptoms or is it just me and my anxiety??
Can I ever get off this drug?