I was on 50-75mg of Amitryptlene for ibs..

Not sure if it worked on my anxiety and depression, or if them controlling the ibs helped things in that way. For 5 years I had my life back, now I'm back to pain, being ruled by my tummy and not wanting to leave the house.

I'd already had to increase the dosage as they'd bottomed out twice.. Then a third time.. They kind of worked in a way, but I didn't feel enough to warrant staying on them as a further increase resulted in me feeling zombie like and I was already struggling at 50mg with memory issues.

I wasn't given any advice on withdrawal, I asked for some at a recent GP appointment and still didn't get any..


She also told me there was nothing else to help my ibs, which came as a blow.


About a month ago (on around 10mg every two days) I was feeling great, I felt sharp, really happy, always having a laugh, like a fog had lifted. I just felt far better than I'd felt in ages.

Now I'm down to 10mg every 4 or 5 days and I'm miserable!

I desperately wanted the GP to tell me this was withdrawal, but my fear is that I'm depressed.

I can't sleep more than 5 hrs per night, I'm just shattered.
I can no longer exercise as I have no energy to lift anywhere near as much weight as I was.. Either through lack of sleep or lack of food and ibs symptoms (I was working out an hour a day, it' slowly gone to 45mins... 30... Now it's a struggle to get to 15mins. In the end I give up because it just makes me feel sad and downright angry)
I find no joy in anything.
I've even been questioning if if I love my husband. I just don't want to be around anyone.
I have no appetite and am barely eating.
I think if I were left alone I would just be in bed, I don't want to end it all or anything like that, but I feel like I've just had enough.
I'm still functioning, but that's it, I'm just doing what I need to with little to no emotion other than sadness and/or emptiness.


Now I'm terrified I'm just depressed and the amitryptlene was masking it..
Or is it lack of sleep.. Food...
Withdrawal alone ( I hope)


I just want to know if anyone else has felt this way??