I know I posted the other day, but as it's getting closer I'm really starting to feel terribly anxious. I've had two separate panic attacks this afternoon.
If I have no symptoms and feel well and have no changes to my toilet habits, the chances would be small of finding something bad wouldn't they?
The closer it gets, its starting to feel impossible to me to hear the results. I can maybe do the test, but hearing the results after....I feel like I'm not going to be able to listen or hear or survive it. What if they find a tumour? Logically, I know it's most likely going to be fine....but it's very hard to remember :( unfortunately I went on a different thread just on colonoscopies on this forum and read a post where a lady was worried they'd find a tumour (they didn't, she was fine) but now all I can hear in my head is the word tumour and I'm so scared.