Talked to the doctor (4th Dr i've spoken to this year) she wanted to do the 20mg and the next day 40mg to 20mg etc

I asked why and she said it was the best way to get me to 40mg. i said i was worried about increasing it like that so we agreed on 30 a day. now i'm wondering if i should go 20 one day 30 the next.

I asked if there would be side effects and she said no. my mood has leveled out in the last week or two so i'm worried about shaking things up again but i'm still finding it hard to relax and enjoy most things.

I'm expecting side effects just hoping it won't be as bad and last as long as it has on 20mg