Quote Originally Posted by AntsyVee View Post
Have you ever tried medication?
Not yet. This situation is something new for me.

When I was 16 and and "got" hiv 7 times in one month, then I didn't know anything about ocd or health anxiety. Later I read that it's a psychological problem.

And always my ocd about disease disappeared when I accepted the fact that I have it. Like with hiv, I told myself that I can live 20-30 years with it and then would be cure for it. Same way with eye cancer or lymphoma.

I call and make an appointment with psychiatrist tomorrow. It would be long-term solution but I have to live somehow today and this week. I haven't been in therapy so I really don't know how to react to these thoughts.