My triggers are so random. I watched a movie yesterday and someone died, it automatically reminded me how rabies kills.

I write all facts here. May be it will help someone else with rabies ocd and I would also like to get feedback how irrational it is.

First about bat rabies in Europe.
There are two types. The main type is EBLV-1. It's quite common in some countries, in Netherlands, Spain, France, Poland, Germany.
About 1000 EBLV-1 bats have been found in 1970s-2017. It's mainly in Serotine bats and this kind of bat doesn't live in my country. So, EBLV-1 is out.

Now, EBLV-2 is very rare type of rabies. It's in Daubenton's bat, which lives in my country. There are around 30 cases in 32 years over whole Europe. EBLV-2 is quite interesting, even for researchers.
Because big amount of bats doesn't get it. They found 14 bats in Sweden who had antibodies for the virus, but never found virus itself. Also they tried to infect bats but only 1 in 7 bats got infected.

There are 6 cases in bats in UK, also 5 cases 20 years ago in Netherlands, 2 cases in Germany, one in Norway. So, even finding a Daubenton's bat with this virus is extremly hard.
Two people who had been handling bats for years that got EBLV-2 and died. One in 1985 and the other in 2002. Both of them confirmed that they got multiple bat bites over years.

Almost every case the bat is grounded or acting very abnormaly, like flying against tree.

However, it's theoretically possible that there is a EBLV-2 positive bat in my country.

Now, when we talk about bats biting people then there are videos in youtube about bat bites.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zivnerDI0vw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aet8QGuUe1s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5ZLHnwVxuc

There are few cases when people don't scream when bat bites them, but still they know it and have bite marks.

And of course I'm the special one who doesn't feel or see anything.

And even writing all these facts out here I'm a little bit worried.