Hi,
Its been a while since i posted anything here, i've been generally feeling much better (until today). Almost got round to posting in the 'Success Stories' section a couple of weeks ago but couldn't quite bring myself to do it
I'm having a bad day today. I know exactly what's brought it on, and i can rationally explain most of my symptoms, just can't convince myself that everything's going to be okay.
I went out to meet a few friends last night, first time i've been out in ages and had a few drinks. The evening out was great, i caught up with some people i've not seen for ages, didn't feel at all anxious and i was really glad i'd made the effort. Unfortunately, i drank a bit more than i'm used to, only three pints, but it's been a long time since i've been to the pub
To cut a long story short, i didn't manage to get any sleep last night (always messes with my head), and have felt utterly wretched all day today, feeling confused, disorientated, and have had constant palpatations and irregular heart beat since i got home last night.
Just a bit disillusioned that everything can fall back so far in such a short amount of time. Trying to get myself through to bedtime without letting it get to me too much (hopefully things will look better in the morning).
Andy (pootle)