I have a fear of cancer and it's just not getting any better. I even dread doing my monthly breast exam because I'm worried I'm going to find something. I've had a couple of scares in the past but nothing more than the odd lump but I'm still so scared that one month, during my check, I'll find something. In fact I'm getting obsessed with my breasts, every twinge or sore spot then I'm convinced I've got breast cancer. I've been through hell this month waiting to check myself and I wish I could feel better.
I've also been googling but I cant help it....
I'm due Sunday and was having a quick check this morning (although I know breasts are more lumpy and tender just before) - it's ridiculous but I still do it.
oh, just to add, I'm not a new member but had to register again
Can anyone help me to stop feeling like this