Hi everyone, I havent been on site for a while as i have been feeling well up to now. I have been seeing a psychiastrist who treatend to put me in hospital and laughed at me saying " i have the power to do anything" !!!!
Since then whenever i go to see him or my Psycho nurse and Occupational Therapist i pretend everythings ok, as im so scared of what powers this man has ?
The problem is im not ok as i have suffered from anxiety disorder your the past 10 years and have OCD on top. I am on Zispin ( mertazapine) 15mg a day and diazipam when i need it. But the worse thing of all is my palpataions / skipped heart beats . They are becoming more frequent and when it happens i get multiple ones and then it stops to come back a second later. I feel a nervous wreck.
I cant tell the nurse how i feel because im so scared of this psychiatrist. My husband supports me all the time and he thinks this man should not of abused his powers like that.
Can you reasure me that theses multiple palpatations are ok ? I have had a heart scan in the past and although they said i have a healthy heart and i do lots of excersize it did pick up a slight abdormality but nothing to worry about as some people have it.
Hugs to all
Elaine