When my obsession came on the usual question of "What if" popped into my head.

Three months later it is now just "I am this" comes to mind while I have some anxiety and other times I am calm.

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Then it tells me I should go look at the things of my obsession....I cannot tell my own thoughts anymore. What are mine and what aren't.