For some, like myself, it doesn't get better. It just continues to get worse until you can no longer handle it.
I'm completely broken and defeated, after 7 years of different therapy, psychology and medication I am ready to just cease existing. I have impulsively attempted suicide 3 times and just woke up in intensive care told I was lucky to be alive, 1 of these was not long after I was sexually assaulted and it made me angry at the nurse, I could feel my heart contort and heat rise in my chest. I got out of psychiatric hospital on Friday and plan to see my psychiatric nurse on Wednesday just for one last chat and a hug or two before I end my life with the plan I've made.
Good luck to everyone who continues to fight, I hope you are successful in your battles.