Hi everyone. I've been expericieng solipsism OCD where I'm convinced that nothing outside of my subconscious mind is real. I didn't even know it was a philosophical theory called "solipsism" anyways the thoughts kind of started with my boyfriend. I was sitting there admiring him and suddenly I had weird thought "what if he's not even real?" And bam that's where it all began. I also have depersonalization so I recognize it could be the reason I feel so strongly about it. Anyways i guess Im just reaching out to see if anyone else has felt this way and if so how did you recover. I'm so close to just driving myself to a mental hospital because I know how crazy I sound. Also I've been seeing things relating to this twisted obsession all over me. Someone on my Facebook shared an article about it, someone who doesn't even know I'm going through this. I FREAKED out! How could that be a simple conincidence? I see some people have recovered within months and others go years without recovering. Perhaps being on these formula will not help my recovery?