I've suffered panic attacks for the last ten years, up until recently I had them under control, now I'm struggling with them.
I'm currently grieving for my mum and I've become extremely depressed, losing my mum hasn't been the only bad event in my life recently, it seems everything if beginning to pile up on me, I feel like I'm just gonna crack any second...
My doctor wants me to take Anti-depressants, but I'm scared
that I may become dependent on them, or that I'll have some reaction to them, or that it will just mask my problems and I'll just be stuck feeling like this forever, I'm also afraid that if I'm prescribed these pills that I'll take them all at once, as I'm having sucidal thoughts on a regular basis, but haven't told my doctor?
I need some advice