Yes but at the moment I can’t get the idea into my head bleaching will relieve my anxiety basically only replacing items does.
Sadly I’ve almost run out of cash with the home move. I bought a lot of new stuff like lawnmowers and hoovers as I never wanted to use the old ones.
I worry if don’t replace some stuff the rooms will be contaminated like the carpets ect. I don’t know why though. I wrote spare room drawers on a note on one set but still worry the other two were in that bedroom with wash basket.
And yes if I did buy more furniture it’s not just money but takes more time to build it all back up. I want perfection in the house but can’t find it. I picked a new kitchen worktop but worry the colour won’t match so I’ve been stressed about that too.
But yes I may have to just make do with the new bed I got I would like to replace more but as funds are running out not good. Even if I replace later I’d see the place as contaminated anyway. If I did replace maybe another ocd will crop up. Luckily I don’t have the wash basket now so it will get easier for me.
But yes I can’t find logic in my head about the drawers if I put a note in them
But ocd makes me doubt