Erratic,unpredictable,changeable...but happy one!!

[Quirky]

Glad you're better today and that your friend is ok

Lisa x

[Under~The~Stars]

I'm really glad your friend is feeling a bit better hun. It just goes to show what a caring person you really are to be thinking of her in that way You are very lucky to have each other, don't let that go.

You make sure that you have time for yourself too, and take care hunny

Lou xxx

[happyone]

hey thanks!

I am lucky to have this friend. we have been friends for such a long time and I think so much of her. She's pretty lucky to get me too though
I don't make friends easily. I make mates or buddies, but not real solid friends. I have this bit of reserve in me that makes me hold back.

I phoned up this counselling service today and backed out puting the phone down. I think it is because I feel good just now, it makes me feel phoney, but when I feel bad, I won't want to be 'needy' What am I like? I can't even ask for help from an agency that offers it

Anyway, thinking of you all. Hope all are ok. I am going to go to bed I think.

Happyone
xx

[Under~The~Stars]

She's pretty lucky to get me too though

Couldn't have said it better myself.

I'm the same with the friends thing, I just struggle to trust people fully.

I hope you phone up again for the help hun, it will help.

Night night, hope you sleep well,

Take care

Lou xxx

[Quirky]

Hi Happyone,

I agree your friend is lucky to have you too I don't make friends easily either and when I do I make friends with men far easier than with women. I only have two close female friends.

I hope you manage to call the counselling place again as it may really help you, go on you can do it, I know you can

Night night,

Lisa x

[kazzie]

For you Happy

Luv Kaz x x x

[Under~The~Stars]

Hope you are ok today hun

Lou xxx

[Quirky]

Hi mate,

Hope you're having a good day

Lisa x

[happyone]

Thanks lou and lisa and all xxxxxxx

Funny old day today. I told shrink I didn't want lithium, he was cool about it. I am not seeing him for 3 months and guess what??????? I didn't feel bad about that! Normally when my appts have been spaced out I feel panicky and sad and unable to cope!
My group went well today. I contributed a fair bit and injected my usual humour!
All in all, I still feel really positive!

It would have been my dads birthday today and I don't feel sad, I just think with fondness.

I even shopped today with.....wait for it.......pleasure!!!!!!

Gotta go, mum is here so have to entertain.

Still love you all!! (shrink asked if I am on a 'high, I said I didn't know but I didn't care!!!!!)

happyone
xx

[Under~The~Stars]

Hun, I feel bad now that I didn't know about these appointments, sorry.

I'm glad they went well though You sound very positive, thats good

As for it being your dads birthday, just you remember the good times you had and how proud of you he would be

Sounds like it's been a very busy, and productive day!

Lou xxx