I went back to my doctor this morning about a few things, one of them being a lump I could feel in my left breast. She did a breast exam and said everything felt fine. But she also said if a lump ever doesn't go away and gets bigger then get it checked again. That voice in my head is telling me what if that lump is after getting bigger but she doens't know what it felt like or how big it was a few months ago.
Is that crazy thinking?
I have to start separating rational from irrational thoughts here. Surely if the lump was of any concern to her then she'd refer me on to a breast clinic, even if it didn't turn out to be sinister.
Shouldn't her telling me that everything felt fine be enough for me?
Have I fallen down the rabbit hole again or is there any bit of logic to my thinking?