Hiyer.....hope you managed to get out and about and at least do something nice. Everyone deserves a nice day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUU!
Can I say something though ? Obviously, on this same thread, this birthday was the same as the last. It sounds pretty miserable. So, what could you change do you think, in your life, to make the next birthday a better one. Do you have friends? could you reach out to family again? Is your partner the right one for you if he cares that little? Do you work, voluntary roles, hobbies, groups, meeting other people? Its sad to feel so lonely, but there must be ways you could work on that would make a difference to your happiness. Don't just accept that next year will be the same.....