I'm in the middle of hell at the moment and it's ruined my Christmas :(
I've had heartburn and difficulty swallowing for months now and I've been referred for an Endoscopy :'( but I don't even feel I can face that as my anxiety is through the roof, not just because of the procedure, but over the results too :'(

I'm now having stomach troubles too :'(
I have had a pain for the past few days in my left side, hip...like where the 'love handle' bit is...that's the only way to describe it and when I touch it or squeeze it, it feels like I need to break wind or go the toilet...feels a bit like period pain also...

I've also been getting bright red blood on the toilet paper after a poo and I've been going more than normal...

I just feel like I'm dying...there's no other explanation... :'(