I can understand that I may be a bit annoying as I do keep posting but I just don't have company that understand me and feel some of you may. Do any of you wake up every day and just dread the constant worry about what might happen? The Churning, bubbling, gassy feeling in my stomach and the need to rush to the toilet. My obsession (for the past 7 months) has been looking for blood in my stools as straight away that would give me the reason why my stomach plays up and my hangs in vowel habits. I'm 33 and scared I'll never be with anyone or find someone who understands me.
I'm scared that I'll end up alone. I just went to the shops and felt like being sick but wasn't sure wether that was cause I had a late night or if it wS my anxiety telling me to get home before something happens. These sulphur burps also play on my mind. Will I need an endoscopy, will I need more blood tests. When will I feel like I want to be going further then around my area? I just can't see myself getting better. It scares me