Hi all
I fear I'm falling down the rabbit hole again but I can't stop it. This time it's bowel/colon/anal cancer.
Sorry if there tmi here but I really need some advice and calming down.
About a week ago I thought I felt something around my anus when I wiped but hoped it was just a pile. I have suffered from piles in the past. So that fear was starting to ease away.
Then for the last 4 or 5 days I've had mild cramps on and off throughout the day and often feel like I have to make a bowel movement, even shortly after I've made one.
And then this morning I noticed something that's sending my HA into overdrive. When I went to sit down on the loo just to make a wee it felt as if I was sticky around my anus area, my butt cheeks were kind of stuck together for a few seconds. And I wasn't hot or sweating, in fact it's cold where I am this morning. So I'm worried if this was caused by some sort of anal discharge, which I've never had before.
Thankfully I haven't seen any blood there (not yet anyway).
I was hoping that the mild cramps and fullish feeling down there was caused by my crap diet over xmas. I over indulged way too much and it's only this week that I'm getting back to normal eating since the kids are back in school. But I thought after 2 or 3 days I'd be feeling much better.
I'm starting to spiral here so just looking for any words of advice as to what may be causing these symptoms other than the dreaded c word.
It's the sticky thing this morning is really after scaring me and of course I'm feeling all sorts of sensations in that area since then...
And I nearly forgot to mention that for about the past week I thought I noticed that my stools are a little narrower than usual, and I do remember that that can be a bad sign.