It,s 2.15a.m. i just cannot sleep i,ve come downstairs to have a good cry, i feel so empty,lost need my mum to tell me it,s o.k.sadly she nor my dad are no longer with me, it,s been along journey without them and i miss them so muchi have no meds to calm me down so am listening to a relaxsation c.d. but the music just makes me think of mum and dad more. Imiss my mum in law too who passed away in january,she was a lovelylady. my daughter has moved out and i miss her terribly, my other daughter never seems to be around long enough to have a chat with.i,m going thouhg the change to and have the hot flushes to contend with. sorry to go on. but this the worst i,ve ever felt since having anxiety. I feel to that my world has turned upside down. i was sooo happy a few days ago when my daughter had her uni results, and i became a great to my neices daughter,s baby. What a difference a few days make.Ifeel so lonely, the recent news on the t.v. at glasgow airport,how can people be so cruel,that they would want to hurt another human being.without this site i do,nt know what i would, i have you guys to talk to when the going gets tough.I can,t help the way i am feeling, i need some sort of closure,so i can get on with my life, we only get one chance and i want my life back.