Hello again.
So for the past few days, maybe about a week, my boobs have been sore! Only on the side near the armpit. I was attempting to convince myself it was hormones (I have an imbalance and ovarian cysts but not full blown pcos apparently. my periods come whenever they feel like it. ) but i was checking them just now and i swear I felt a small, pea sized lump on my left breast, on the left side of it.
Of course, a wave of chilling fear came over me and I just nearly burst into tears. Maybe it's supposed to be there. I think i felt one on the right breast in the same area but not as prominent. And getting breast cancer at 18 is really rare.
I dont know. I've just been convinced for so long that im not going to live to see 20. Its so horrible. :(