I've been on the above since late December - gradually stepping up from 15Mirt to 30 to and on 45mg since 23rd January. I have been feeling steadily worse and sleeping is not as good. My anxiety level is sky high and my blood pressure and heart rate is higher than it should be.

I take my meds at night and the anxiety kicks in within 30 minutes of waking up. By the evening I feel a lot better. Does this happen to anyone else? I am wondering if I feel better when the meds are beginning to wear off or is this just coincidence.

I have a job interview on Monday and it's a part time job I really want and normally I would be very excited but I am terrified. I see the psychiatrist on Friday but I don't know how long I can cope with this. I am suicidal.