I’ve been obsessed by certain thoughts, for about 6 years now, that i would have the thought "i would sacrifice for something to happen", it was originally about to stop feeling guilty. The thought that I have been obsessing over for about a year, is that I was watching an nfl match and I thought “ I would sacrifice a person, to make a team (I was going for) win this game.” The opposing team had the chance to win just had to kick a short field goal, however he missed it, I then started to feel a bit anxious about it. So i thought it would be a good idea to have the opposite thought of "i would sacrifice this person for the team not to win," when they were about to, to prove my thoughts dont mean anything. Then when the team were about to win also only had to kick an easy fieldgoal i had that thoought however they also choked and missed!!. And now have been feeling guilty all the time and have obsessed over it every day since then, I’m not sure what I can do, its just was i just having these thoughts at such an unlikely time or did my thoughts actually do something.