I was only saying the same thing to Mr C Pulisa.
We had 3 parents that were very poorly mentally and I would have really struggled with dealing with it if they were still alive under these circumstances.
So, Justanutter it must have been such a difficult time for you and I have no doubt there will be tears when you see your mum. That may even release some pent-up emotions we hold so tight in our stomach.
Keep going with the good foods. Tbh, I slip up and sometimes eat something that may upset me for days, just because I want to be normal. Especially chocolate.
If we have stress and worry in our lives, we need to be kinder to our body.