Hi Team.
Just checking in with a short note to say I'm here, I love this thread, and I love it's members. It's like having a family that actually understands!
Yes, Mrs. C, the "relaxing" days can be good and are definitely necessary, but too many of them in a row can backfire as we have too much time on our hands to think and research and pay attention to every sensation in our bodies. As with everything, moderation is key. That's why I hope this part-time job I just acquired will keep things in a good balance: enough things that I am committed to and responsible for that I have to get up and out and functioning, and enough time to just be a couch potato if that's what the mood calls for. Enough time to reflect, but not so much that I obsess.
I also think these occasional viruses and flu's are a cloud with a silver lining, at least for me. When I have indications that I am TRULY ill from a physical source, it gives me the validation to hit the couch and do nothing. And it takes my mind off the sensations that I think are caused by anxiety because I can instead blame them on the virus. So for the few days when I am actually ill, my anxiety takes a break. Sad but true. But I better be careful what I wish for, right?
Plant and animal life..... so amazing and mesmerizing. They are all miracles, and it's great that we are fortunate enough to appreciate that and enjoy them. I try to surround myself with as much animal and plant life as possible and it never fails to bring smiles. Perhaps we should all chip in and purchase an island somewhere that would only allow plants, animals, and anxiety-prone humans?
Here's to better days, but knowing that there will be bad ones and mediocre ones in between.
Sue