Darksky, you've hit the nail on the head about feeling better once Christmas is out of the way.
Sue, why should Christmas stress us out more than any other time of the year? I'll answer that. The Media!
Apparently we should be doing this, looking like that, eating these and all with a fixed smile on our faces.
It's not Hollywood in real life and those films don't represent reality. So why not do what you feel happy and comfortable with. As you are Sue, being with the animals. x
How's that song go? 'What a Difference a Day Makes'...
Yesterday wasn't the confident day I had the day before.
For a start I sprained my hand, the one and only light in the kitchen decided not to work and the butchers had a queue as long as my arm twenty times over.
With the running around and panicking over no light in the kitchen I ended up falling asleep on the sofa by late afternoon.
I might have been ok for the church carol service, but not for the bustle of pre Christmas rush and standing in a queue for half an hour.
And both Mr C and myself had the pressure to buy something for each other, even though we agreed not to do that. It's the power of the advertising and that's what we said to each other.
So there I was with one hand balancing on a rickety chair trying to disable the light as Mr C is short-sighted. Thinking that what I was doing would breach health and safety, but no light overrides that.
Mr C manged to get a new starter just incase it was that and managed to drop that in the gap in-between the car seats. Anyway, all fixed now.
Then our old neighbour phoned to invite us round Christmas Eve and I agreed to go.
So it all resulted in a shutdown nap. Just woke up in time to save the dinner from burning.
Slept like a log last night, a full 8 hours!
Today I'm regretting agreeing going to this invite. Regretting getting a turkey and want to stay in bed.
I just want the pressure of Christmas to lift and be a normal day with familiarity that I can just about handle.
I'm afraid my thoughts on Christmas has been reflected in the toilet this morning.