It would be a miracle if I told you I was feeling better.
And because I've taken the route of resting up, it's left my mind to obsess even more than usual.
I'm getting good sleep, even dropping off during the day.
And every time I wake, my first thought is, "am I better? "
Depression is well seated, of course it is, that's completely understandable.
My sponge walking is constant. The carpet feels a good 6 inches deep. It's driving me crazy!
The fear of falling or fainting is with me constantly.
And the more I try not to think about it, the more it seems to be there.
And I'm now obsessing over every little pain or twinge that I feel. And things like.. have I had enough wees today because normally I'm always peeing.
It's like I'm analysing myself constantly.
Even if I read other people's threads I think, oh, do I have that?". It's a vicious circle.