Hi Ladies.
Ahhh yes, Meclazine. I have some in my medicine cabinet but only take it when absolutely necessary because it knocks me out. Which I guess isn't a bad thing when you're dizzy since you pretty much have to keep your eyes close anyway. :(
Thank you for the reminder, Mrs. C. Yup, intellectually I know all the things you reminded me of, but mentally and emotionally I have not been putting them into practice, so thank you for that. I decided when I overslept this morning and looked at the lousy weather outside that I was NOT going into the shelter today and would deal with everyone's urgencies remotely. I have been doing that via text, email and phone for 4 hours now and felt myself getting really worked up and on the verge of tears again, so yes, now that all the urgent stuff is taken care of, I am going to ignore the rest of the communication for a few hours. Except another volunteer just cancelled for tonight leaving us with no one to care for the dogs this evening, so I have delegated that to someone else and will check in with them in a few hours.
You are absolutely right - the job is NEVER off my mind, even when I'm playing with the kitten. And it needs to be. I was supposed to be at the casino for the next 3 days to take a break but ended up cancelling because there's too much going on at the shelter. But after the holidays, I'm going even if the ceiling is caving in at the shelter.
Of course I feel like I can do it all - that's what us anxiety-people always feel and that's part of the reason we have anxiety issues. And if I feel a weakness in an area, it's such a depressing, defeated feeling. Not sure who told me I had to be SuperWoman, but I have always thought I should be. Failure is not an option. Thanks for the reminders and the support. I'm going to stay in jammies today, eat junk food, watch trashy TV, and cuddle a kitten. Sounds like what Doctor C has prescribed and she knows about these things!
Sue