I made it! Got to the dentist with no anxiety or panic, even though I have been like a cat on a hot tin roof all day. And my mindset was, the fear of having something wrong and not doing anything about it was stronger than the fear of going to the dentist.
Once there, I explained and apologised for my babbling and must have spurted out about my anxiety and panic several times so he was perfectly clear that I am shit scared of everything! I told him I had been bleeding and was worried I might have oral cancer and once I had stopped my very long and rushed jabbering, he examined me.
With heart thumping away and a deadly silence in the room, I was anxious to know what he was going to say.
The words from the dentist were a relief as he told me there was no sign of cancer and the bleeding was from the cleaning. He told me I had healthy gums and tongue and he felt my neck and was very satisfied there was nothing wrong.
So, sometimes it is best just to bite the bullet and get checked out no matter how frightened you might be, because it is better than beating yourself up in to a nervous wreck.