Last night I was halfway through writing a post and we had a power cut. Lost all my writing and was fumbling about looking for candles with the torch on my phone very aware that it was Halloween and the remembering the house was surrounded by woodland.
But do you know, I was quite calm and level headed. I remembered I had some battery operated Christmas lights and knew exactly where they were, hung them up over the doorways and by the time I had finished the electric had come back on.
It always surprises how well I cope in a crisis or a difficult situation when I find some of the basic things in life's so taxing.
I've been a bit uptight the last few days. Whether it's the winter approaching or the dreaded Christmas time, I don't know, but I am on edge.
When I go out, I seem to be surrounded by people coughing and sneezing, so there's another reason I am on edge. Why do people go out when they are ill?
Take yesterday, was in a shop and behind me was a woman coughing the whole time she was in there. And, I was conscious of her following my route. I was so close to telling her to go home and take care of whatever was wrong with and remind her that the rest of us in the shop didn't want it either, but I didn't.
Then on the way home with my partner driving, I saw a woman with long black hair and a cloak thumbing for a lift and as we passed her she turned her head and kid you not, she had one of those faces you see in a horror movie, you know one's where they rise from the dead.
Thank God I was not driving, I would definitely have had a panic attack. Being Halloween as well.
So next year I'm staying in.
Maybe that's why I am edge.