Originally Posted by
elle95
Hi Motox&Mascara, I'm sorry for what you're going through right now, and since you have kids you must feel more sad :( *sigh* You're by no means a bad mother trust me, I know you're doing this for your children's sake just how a loving mother would do. I hope that when you go to the doctor everything turns out all right <3
I can relate, I'm 22 and female and I have brain tumor fear and weird scary headaches, but I also have what could be focal seizures. I didn't know they were seizures until I started googling of course. I smelled smoke in august last year, smelled strwaberry sauce like two months ago. I held my nose to see if the odor was there and it was actually in my nose, that was so scary. I also have sudden feelings of sadness that only last a few seconds, but I've had them since I was a kid, but since last year they have become more frequent and I also read those could mean focal seizures. Also, deja vu, last summer I have deja vu and confusion I was doubtful of my reality and so. I'm scared that these are actually symptoms of brain tumor, right now it's 2:00 am where I livve but I can't sleep cause my arm has been twitching like crazy and I'm very scared I'm visualizing myself going to the er and getting mri and being diagnosed I'm actually crying and I have uni today and can't concentrate :( and I'm also scared of a grand mal seizure when I'm outside and collapse in the middle of the city :( I can't get the mri rn cause 1. my health insurance has issues 2. I'm too scared and a bit claustrophobic and nervous to go inside that machine.
I was raised as a christian even though lately I have become a bit agnostic abut i will pray for us, this is so scary...