I find it very hard to go back to my old 'friends' and am totally at a loss as to find new ones. I have a few internet friends that i chat to every now and again but as nice as they are, they're way to far away to meet up with.
I really dont know where/how/what to do really I'm so worried about my anxiety, i'm 23 for pity's sake and feel like the saddest 23 year old there is, i see all my old friends pictures on facebook and stuff and get a bit envious that they're out having fun while i'm holding myself back and suffering. please dont tell me that i'll have to suck it up and go back to my old friends because they are extremally judgemental and dont 'get' whats up with me because its 'all in my head' hmmm its all a bit GAHHHHH!!!!!! (shut up Star!)