Oh and I must be the saddest 38 yr old about lol!
Oh and I must be the saddest 38 yr old about lol!
What comes down, must go up!
The one of the worst things about anxiety/PA, apart from the symptoms of course. If your symptoms aren't so bad as to stop you working and going out it's obviously easier, it's when you can't go out to dinner, visit etc because of your symptoms that's it's really hard.
I had to give up work because of my PA's and moved back down from London closer to "home". I now have a few web sites and work from home, but sometimes think of the friends I may never see again which is sad. Making new friends is pretty much impossible as I don't know how I'm going to feel, sometimes hour to hour never mind in days time. So meeting people to become friends with is unlikely.
Hope you find some as it can be a lonely life being a PA sufferer.
Marc
I have one close friend - who lives about 2 and a half hours from me :( i find it very hard to trust my old friends cos i know they all know my 'problem' and i dread to think what they really think of me... hmm...
I'd love to join a social group too but its the going there thats the trouble. the fact that i havent got anyone to go with... uhm..hmmm.. Its hard to find any kind of social groups near me, there was one that had a membership fee and i cant really afford to pay it and then decided i dont want to go...
its a very 'GAH!!!!!' day today....
Hi Star,
I'm going to join the club as Im 24 and have only 1 close friend who lives about 2 and a half hours from me too!
When I was at uni it was hard to look at all the other students out having a good time. I've always been a quiet person and although I'm happy with my own company it's nice to have some companionship too. At least this thread shows we're not the only ones so I think a group hug is in order!
Take care,
Mike
Anxious moments pass as naturally as day follows night.
Hi
I must be the most saddest and boring 30 year old then.
I hate looking at facebook , friendsreunited, seeing your old class mates having a real fun time, etc, and finding out that they are married, having kids etc etc.
I have 2 friends from school, but I think I have scared them away, because they have invited me out a quite a few times, unfortunately I declined, every time and made excuses plus I had no money. Once of my friends had a hen party recently, but I couldn't go because it was a pamper weekend, and going out on the town, I couldn't really afford it and I only knew 2 people(the person whos hen party is 1 of the people) who was going.
I wrote my friend an email asking a question and I never got an answer back, so I guess they are cheesed off with me.
Also I have no self confidence whats so ever, I can't really strike up a conversation with people first, etc the list goes on. I don't like being in a room with lots of people, because I keep thinking they might be talking about you and I would not know what to say(if you see what I mean, daft things like that).
At the moment I prefer to stay indoors rather going out on the town(if I had the money to do so). What doen't help my brother has got loads and loads of friends, I just get so jelous.
shygirlajb
Hi Shygirlajb, must say i have a similar in the respect to groups of people(don't like large groups). I have more of an issue with keeping a conversation going rather than starting it though.
But recently i joined myspace and have lots of new and old friends to talk to. Even some off this site, some i've met through my anxiety groups as well, the thing you have to do is put yourself out there. I know its hard, but its definately worth it.
Stuart
Is on "the journey"
I have no friends! This is the only place on earth I am willing to admit this. I have even lost a lot of my net friends! So I win in the sad stakes. My friends are basically my family and some net friends that's it.
Hi stu1980
I think I am no good at making conversation full stop, as I would not know what to talk about(if you see what I mean).
For instance, I went to my nephews 4th birthday party, a couple of months back, there was quite a lot of people there, obviously if someone spoke to me first I would answer them back, but it would be like one word answer, I spent most of the day either talking to my mum or just in a corner (bit of a sad thing to do, but I can't really help it).
Another sad thing really, I don't really want to get married, because I don't really have any friends so it would be mostly family, and I am afraid that people might not turn up. I know it is daft but I can't really help it. My partner has not asked for a while anyhow.
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