Hey guys, I recently went to the GUM clinice to get tested for everything as I was worried about my DNA test saying I have the gene that if I contracted HIV my progress to AIDS would be slow. Now that sent me in a frenzy making me abelieve that somehow the ancestry test has picked up the virus in my body! I am now waiting for the results and it’s been a week since Monday when I got tested. I’m just incredibly nervous about the results because I have performed oral on a man who I don’t know his status but he is adamant he is clean because he got tested in September. I’ve been researching extensively and even though chances are slim, I still have bleeding gums when brushing. Not sure whether they were bleeding back then! I only even swallowed once (TMI) I do regret it now but I can’t shake this feeling and it’s making me physically ill. I have been reassured but someone with HA we always think but what if...
I just feel so scared and alone :(