Sorry to be annoying but I just wanted to vent a opinion here.
I've got the all clear about my bowle after a ct. The doctor said there wasn't anything serious in his mind but his putting me on further tests for IBS or chrons. I've had bleeding on/off after bowel movements for a good few mothns now. Like I don't bleed all the time but it tends to happen for long periods of times and I notice it more than when it's not there which for my liking isn't enough. It's tends to be bright red and it can change how much blood there is. Sometimes there just a bit or a lot on the tissue. Sometimes there's blood in the blow or seems likes it's on the poop itself. I get pains in my right hand side and back a lot. My types of movements has always changed a lot and it color but it depends to a light brown most of the time. I'm not sure about my weight change to be honest. Like I've always has clear blood. I know I'm probably fine and just jumping onto the worry train. I'm only 21. Of course there's a chance it might happen but it's very small. I just need to get a grip.
I'm going to CBT tomorrow and try to come up with new ideas on how to cope with all this anxiety and just live I guess without always adding a new worry to my list of cancers/heart issues or other deadly illness I probably don't have. The exhaustion I feel is probably from all the reaching I do to either try to say I have blood cancer or lots of other issues. I think you do yourself no favours in doing online research I've learned anyway! It's told me I'm a medical wonder and have every issue other the sun. I guess the more I wrote this post it became a call post for myself 😂😂.
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