Breast pumping found a new lump.
Hello-
I am almost 2 weeks postpartum and am pumping because my baby won’t latch. I noticed a few days ago that there is a lump that’s has grown at least double in size since I’ve had my baby. I had previously noticed this new lump but I was positive I could press it and move it a bit so I told myself I wouldn’t worry until after the baby came. Now it’s at least DOUBLED. When my breast fills with milk it’s so big I can feel it trough the skin. I’m a first time mom and don’t know what to expect. Can this happen and it be normal? When I feel it it’s rubbery in different positions.
I’m a mess. I’ve had horrible health anxiety and my pregnancy ended up with complications and my anxiety is seriously out of control. I can’t stop checking the lump and I’m afraid I’ve not got advance cancer. I’m so scared.
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