Hey all, since my cellulitis I haven't been myself, been depressed and not wanting to eat, working on some issue from my past, I think is what is triggering all this as well, one of these days I'll post my story about surviving horrific child abuse and rape, I just found out last night that a good friend of mine died three years ago of stomach cancer, we lost touch four years ago, due to me deleting my old facebook account and setting up a new one, I had sent her a friend request and she never responded, now I know why, she was dealing with Chemo, and being sick. I also found out her husband passed away four months ago this year also of cancer, they were in their 40s they left behind a daughter who is six or seven and my friend's son who is in his 20s. Just feeling emotionally drained and mentally drained as well.