I wish I had one thing in my life to keep me going. I have just finished my degree. It caused me anxiety and so much stress but it was a reason to keep going. To get out of bed. I had deadlines and essays to write, exams to prepare for.
I have stopped talking to my friends and they have stopped asking how I am. They are in in good jobs, with good homes and happy relationships. They don't need someone like me dragging them down. I don't want the pity either.
I have stopped talking to my family. My being depressed upsets them to much and I haven't the energy to look after their feelings.
I can't afford my rent so will soon lose my flat and my partner has left me.
I have lost everything. I have no uni, my friends are gone, my family is gone, my partner is gone and I am going to lose my home. I don't even have my health because my mind doesn't even seem like my own. I'm terrified. What is going to happen to me?
I don't want pity. I don't want sympathy. I want something to keep me going. Can you guys tell me what gets you out of bed in the morning? What gives you the strength to keep going through the pain.