Hi Rad,
Don't go beating yourself up about the amount of work you are doing, 4 weeks ago our lives were in limbo, you are doing great to able to do any work so soon after what you have been through mentally, i think your a very strong person, and you have helped me through some dark moments along the road.
I think i once watched a documentary which featured Frida Kahlo's work, she was an amazing person.
Hope you got a bit better nights sleep last night, it must be murder down there now with the heat, keep well hydrated my friend, and take it as steady as possible. Apparently there is a change on the way for the weekend which will be a relief for us all i think.
I have had another good day today, and even laughed several times, i have stopped checking my bank account every five minuets, i figure now once the moneys gone its gone. Hopefully i will find a part time job in the coming months, but at the moment i'm concentrating on getting in the caravan. I was supposed to go down today to do the steps, but by the time i was ready it was so hot outside i thought i would give it a miss.
In my infinite wisdom i decided to empty the loft, well i couldn't of found a hotter place on the planet god only knows where all the junk up there came from, im sure its not all mine! Ha well looks like another couple of trips to the tip. Shame caravans don't have lofts..
I took the nytol an hour before bed last night, tossed and turned till about midnight and then slept through till 6.30 and felt great for it, not only that but i fell back to sleep and didn't wake up until 9am.
I must be feeling better because i had a strong desire to drink a glass of the wifes wine, but resisted of course Maybe at the weekend i will have a pint with our friends down in Yorkshire, would be rude not to.
My family on my mums side came from wales, and i traced my dads side through Lancashire and then up Scotland, but i am a second generation Yorkshire man.
I do enjoy our correspondences, if there has been one good thing that has come out of this illness it has been talking to you, sounds a bit cheesy but its a fact.
Hope you had a good one today, look forward to hearing about it.
All the bast wishes ,Otterman.