No, of course not. Look at WiredIncorrectly threads to see just how hard it is to get into that even when you do harm yourself.
We realise these events are quite spread out but we are just concerned for you. These types of compulsions, in my view, are moving more into the type of territory where we see people bleaching their hands to clean them or someone with ROCD monitoring a partners communications.
Glad to hear you are getting back into your education. You now have the support of your therapist too.